Hey
I decided something
I dont want to look desperate in front of you anymore
Instead i want to wait
Will see when will my heart change
Will wait for a miracle
It doesnt fair
Im the only one whos crying everynight
You?
You have your games to accompany you
You dont need me
Yeah. I know you dont need me
Having your games as your girlfriend feels more alive right
Im too bad to be compared with your forever fun games right
Im too over thinking right
Im too dumb stupid idiot to be cared for right
Well
You are right
Everything you'd ever think of is right
You can treat me like an ordinary girl
Its okay for me
Yeah
Okay
Everything is okay
I hate to feel this way in the morning
It will ruin my whole day
And then it will ruin my life
If this what you wanttt i understand
Eventhough i dont understand it perfectly but i understand that
You don't have any space or time for me anymore
Youre not ready to love anyone yet
Something is more worth it to be done then loving me
Or treating me nicely
Can i make this as my last post because i dont feel like expressing my feelings anymore
I want to lock my heart again
Theres no reason for it to be exposed anymore
I want to be a stone heart again
Im meant to be like that
Until the right person comes
Or never
