you said youre lonely
the thing is azi
i went out with some guys
yeah i did
but i still think you're better than them
eventho they treated me so well i dont know how to repay them
its not that i accept all their offers
after three times or four times of asking me to go out
then i go
and they are my old friend
who used to like me before you did
i dont know if you still like me
if you do, then why did you ignore me 100%
왜 아지? 네게 사랑하지 않아요?
하지만 너에게 무한대 사랑할게요
tbh
지난 금요일에, 한 사람은 스파캐티를 요리했어요
for me
어제, 토요일은, 다른 한 사람은 미드 밸리에 갔어서 날 만나고 싶었어요
그 사람은 왔어
for me
어제도, 다른 다른 사람은 같이 iftar하고 싶으지만 네가 약속이 있었요
그사람은 진절했어요
to me
but you, you did nothing that could cheer me up
instead, you were being nice to the person you hated so much that
you even disallowed me to befriend with her
and now, you talk to her nicely
so damn different like when you see me
how can i be not sad
andd she, she always try to make me jealous with that
wooohooo this time,
because you are nicer to her than to me
i'm soooo jealous i dont want to talk to her
azi, if you knew i had this blog and i always expressed my feelings here
what would happened?
what will happen if you read my blog
yup, exactly nothing maybe
i keep my blog to keep my secret and my feelings away
i dont know why but i dont want you to know my beating heart ache inside me
you seems like dont even care
i want to cry out loud infront of you
i want to know why and how did this start
i want to start it all over again
i want you
i dont want to be with those three guys
eventho they were so nice and all
they knew me from teknikjb and had never forget me till now
but
i want to be with the one who i promised my future with
you azi
nothing changes between us
i hope you will keep that promise too
the moment we swore to each other
the night after prep but we went to the sr studio
and went back to our hostel
we walked and you made that vow
and i too, vowed to you
at least, just at least try to talk to me
or whatsapp me
leave your clash of clans and all those fcking games that had made you addicted
just for awhile
at least come and talk or ask me
whether im okay or not
because the moment you ask me that
my answer from no wil defiitely change into
Im glad Now That Im Okay
