So, all this while
i cried every night because of errr
you lied saying you dont like me anymore
or maybe i was the one who think of that
ugh
sedih
marah
benci tapi tak boleh
i have this one niat to go for
i want to wear purdah
by doing that
step by step
i want to be a proper muslimah
cover my body and all the things that may lead to fitnah
i want to prepare myself for the upcoming challenges ahead
who knows what will happen
who knows what i can be or do one day
so to prevent myself from this awful thing
i want to change
nak tutup aurat betul betul inshaa Allah
believe in me and i'll be stronger
and by wearing purdah
i will make a gate for myself so i wont do unnecessary things
socializing with friends
hanging out with friends
whatching movies too
i want to stop doing that inshaaAllah
i want to be a good daughter,
lady to my future husband
and mother to my children.
amin
