سلام رمضان
It's the first day of Ramadhan
I dont know if you remember it
You confessed on the first day of Ramadhan
And i too, told you how long i had been adoring you
On this date
I know we are now not quite the same as before
You with your games and friends
Im with my freedom and friends
I realized how often i went out and i realized you didnt like that of me
Youre right & im sorry
We all have our degil sight
Should change that with any ways
Its been awhile since i last wrote sth that i feel
Its been quite a long time that i didnt blog
What else can i wrote here?
I really want to ws you or line you
But you kept on not bothering me and sending me short replies
What else can i do?
It seems like you dont want me in your life anymore
Or am i overthinking?
Dyou know how bad i cried the night you said you want to end everything with me
Eventho then you said to forget about all you'd said
I still cant let go of the thought that you dont want me
Why cant we be the same like before
Ws at least once a day
Like i had promised after school ends
But you seems like too bored if i ws you
Obviously, 미안해
Remember how we fall for each other?
My feelings for you wont ever change azi
I still remember how we used to unmentioned on twitter
I called you mido
And i was mura, odd name but i like it
And you came out with that midori and murasaki on purpose
While you acted like wanting to get that dictionary from dayah
We were unseparatable in form 5
Last time i went to maktab with them,
I went to our class and approached my old desk,
The girls said, hahaha ingat lagi ni meja kau dengan shafiq
보고 싶다
No, im not falling in love with the memories
I really miss us
Dont want to turn back time
Dulu pun banyak problem dengan pelajar mrsm yg tak suka tengok kita rapat
Kan?
Just want time to fly faster so i can be with you in the future
I want to wait for the man who would be the best for me
Who is willing to accept me in and out
Who will take care of me and my family
Who will fulfil my dreams that i've been thinking since form5
But that dream is not mine, it is ours
I hope he is you azi
The man who will be by my side one day
I'd never thought of anyone else being my hero besides you
And how strange it is if it is not you
Maybe you dont remember today's date
Should i or should i not tell you
If you read my book i gave you
Theres a page where i speacially wrote first day of ramadhan
Its funny how your essay and my writing on my desk could turn out to be a confession
Its not fair because im the only one who is treasuring memories
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